Wednesday, August 24, 2011

As The Line Between Machinery And Humanity Blurs

I thank everyone for their support, and for others that don't understand, if you read my older blogs I always mention that I know I am not the only one with problems. I know others have their problems, some worse. I never once said my problems were the worst out there. I always manage to get thru my tough times too. After 4 yrs of nothing but bad luck and a shitty life, I keep pushing through. I'm a full time single mother, in pain 24/7 and going to school. What do I do?? I keep doing what I have to do to get by and have a better future for my son and I. Every morning I wake up, migraine or not, and do what I gotta do to make things better. I may have a shitty day, but you know what?? I may blog about it, and if you don't appreciate what I have to say, then don't read it. Simple as that. I don't let life take me down. I keep on doing what I do and find ways to manage. So to the person that left the comment on my last post, please read the older posts....read the whole post. Why? You will see that I don't give up. I don't pity myself. I have a shitty life, and I deal with it. My blog is one way of dealing. It lets me vent. Just as I am venting about the comment. Safe to assume when you don't know me. By the way, I got my books....all of them (most of which have special programs thus I couldn't borrow from the library.) Oh, did I mention that my school isn't next door so going back and forth from the library would cost more than the book is worth??? I look at the big picture, not just that moment. Thanks for your comment though....