Thursday, September 1, 2011

Five Vicodin Chased With A Shot Of Clarity

So, it's been a while since I posted. I've been incredibly busy with my classes. I knew I would be pretty busy for the Fall semester, but I didn't think  it would be this busy. I think the fact that my son just started school, may be the reason why I'm so busy. School is going good for the two of us. My son hasn't cried in school, and my anxiety goes away after the first 5 minutes of class. So far so good :) 

My health issues are still there, but I try not to let it hinder me...otherwise, I wouldn't be able to get anything done. I do beat myself up because I can't work. I would give anything for the opportunity to have a real job. Unfortunately, I'm unable to at this time. Kinda makes me feel like a failure. I know I shouldn't feel that way, because I never stop trying to be the best, but not being able to work def makes it harder. I finally had a new MRI done and a nerve test. I should be getting those results soon, especially because I will be getting another epidural soon....yay. 

I need to make time for more fun, but how can I have fun if I have no money? Damn gas prices! I can't complain much, I have def been having more fun lately. I'm even meeting new people from my class. Pretty awesome. I needed that. I needed to get out of the house.

There are other stuff going on too. Good and bad, but I think I'll save those details when things are more concrete. For now, I'm just enjoying being busy, enjoying my time with my son, enjoying my time with friends and enjoying school. I suppose I can't complain much :-p


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